Moment of Silence

Have you ever had one of those nights where something just isn't right?
You don't know what it is, but you're a little moody and maybe a knot in your stomach?

This happened to me tonight. I couldn't quite put my finger on why I felt this way.
I was chatting with friends. I had taken some photos and was playing in photoshop. All things I like to do. All was normal here at home, or so I thought. I was working on my photos and all of sudden I didn't like any of them. I even posted and still was unhappy with it. I felt so moody all of a sudden, but had no real reason why.
I couldn't "quite" connect with my chatter friends. It all seemed so out of sorts.

And then, I got a phone call.

I have to take you back a bit here to make sense.
Last March, my husbands oldest son David, died. We never have really known for sure how. He went to sleep one night and didn't wake up. The autopsy results were inconclusive.
It was a very hard time for the hubs and he is still working through this to this day.

Well, tonight my hubs got the call that the boys mother had died.
We don't know how, but she has had a history of suicidal tendencies and took many many prescription medications. Most likely it was suicide.
Hubs now has to go to Texas and tell his youngest son, Kevin, that he has now lost his mother, so soon after his brother. WTF???

I didn't know this woman. She had actually made the hubs life pretty miserable as often as she could. Did I feel this tonight? Was this why I felt so off?
I have no connections to her. Why am I so thrown off by this? Or is it this at all?

I guess the most reasonable explanation is that I feel for hubs and his son.
Hubs doesn't feel the loss for himself as much as for his son. In less than in a year he has lost his brother and his mother.
I'm rambling now, I know. I'm sitting here alone, no one else to ramble too!

As I said in the post when David died....
Life is short, you never know what can happen.
Go appreciate your loved ones. Tell them you love them.